i abandon the route to the lock.
but why there are some aching feeling deep down still.
it has been long abandon for quite sometime alr.
i really wonder.
its just some special sad feelings time and again.
recurring again and again.
recurrent backaches and headaches are back.
im sick-to-be.
damm.
seriously i wanna fly fly fly.
i love the feeling of flyin overseas.
i enjoy looking at how different people of different countries live life.
its different. a different kind of exposure.
nxt stop taiwan redang or hongkong.
any takers.
its time to save up luhs!(:
Burning a chapter of your life
This was the place that only you would know
Walking away
Watching the ashes as they fall
i wil be the strong girl u never known.
dead beat.
boring life boring routine shit.
break free.libertion soon luhs.
the warm and cosy feel of having someone missin you is nice.
i miss my frens and im glad they miss me too!(:
hey hey you you.
the guy who can make my heart skip a beat.
where are you.
been long since i got that feeling luhs.
alright alright.
just being random luhs!
alright nights pple!
time for bed!(:
where has innocence gone.
i wonder.
i really cannot take it luhs.
i cant take it faking the passion towards the project that i have luhs.
its really gettin out of hand.
3 more weeks to presentation yet i seek no help.
not even my supervisor.
and the project makes me feel stupid.
damm.
the stress is building yet i can seek any remedy.
now i noe why i like to slp so much nowadays.
not just becos im tired physically.
im emotionally and mentally tired too!!!):
everything everything.
im just not used to it luhs!
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero
shall make it a habit then!(:
besides that lately i have been sleeping way too early.
but cant be blame luhs. i got school early in the morning the next day
and and i don wanna spend them on cab fares.
just one trip back school can already cost me like 10 bucks?!
boohoo!but im so glad that i din catch the cab for the whole of this week!
so proud of myself!(:
but on a sidenote:
i totally dislike goin to school luhs.
im lonely luhs.i miss my clsmates.
i miss my frens.i don like doin things alone.
projects supposed to be done in grps or pairs.
but i had none.
arghs!!can anyone understand how i feel not?
any kind soul wanna text me time and again to cheer me on .
sighs.10 weeks faster fly fly fly luhs!
):
to JO!
i wan steamboat and shoppin session!
pay day pay day!!!!(:
and and yun's big day!!(:
to eve estee and evon.
i stil wanna meet u guys luhs.
i may be busy but im always free after 6 on weekdays!!(:
101th post.
All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
the weather has been really bad these days.
i totally dislike it when i have to wake up early to go to school.
yups.another wasted day spent in school.
and once again i hate her i hate fyp):
the time drews nearer.
and i get all so confused.
i dono if i shud get it or not.
i need to make myself busy to forget abit it.
let the time passes by.
i don wan it this way.
but i jus wan to get out of the circle.
all i wan is you to be happy.
while im tryin hard to let it all go.
and seriously speaking.
i don look forward to my birthday anyway.
i guess it will jus be any day when i wil let it fly by.
its jus goin to be any other day.
nothing special and all i wan is tings to get better.
i just wan to be happy once again.
100th posts.
dono why i needed an avenue to vent out my emotions
yet most of the time when i needed it the most i jus can type them down.
it has becum a chore to do all these.
i seems to be shutting all the avenues to vent them all out.
im tired mentally and physically.
i wan very much to slp.
sriously 11pm to 7am jus aint enuff for me luhs.
and life is so routinal since im back from thai.
sch from 830 till 6 and at the end of the day is back home.
den weekends is time for work.
i get real tired luhs.
maybe i will jus quit and scrimp as i try to handle the money affairs.
shall see how it goes luhs.
i tink i shud jus go rest and slp.
and i seriously dono like this certain person who scolded me today.
neh neh.
if not for my good,i would jus yell back at you.
i dread fyp luhs):
its has been a while since i last blogged.
i wanted so much to abandon this blog.
but the emotions deep down make me run wild.
i tot the getaway was for me to forget everything.
but instead it make me realise that i will always be back to reality.
i kept thinking kept pondering.
till the time im tired.
i really don wann think anymore.
school fyp is killin is torturing.
results is goin to be out soon.
nerve wrecking.
i reap wad i sow.
sudden love the adrenaline rush i get
whenever my dad tried to speed
i want to drive.
i shall start plannin when to get my btt now!
i wana to drive. i wan to speed.
alright tt sounds bad!!HAHAS!