Tuesday, February 19, 2008
open wound never seems to heal at all.
im left with an empty shell.
im upset im angry im disappointed.
i hate you to mess up everything that i thought i had.
but i hate myself more for allowin all these to happen.
im losin grip of everything that i grabbed tightly.
i wanna break free.
i wanna hide in one corner.
never to come back again.
10:56 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
只想变的坚强强到能够去忘.
at times i really wonder if i reallly noe myself well,
just when i thought i knew all along wad im thinking,
i just got to come to sense that i noe not wad im doing.
fairytales and taiwan love serials always suck balls.
but still i chose to use it to comfort myself at times.
why is it that at times i can tell myself dat im fine.
but it turns out yet to be another facade.
down up left right centre back front.
wheres the smile i used to hang on my face.
there are many other things that are worst den what i have got to face.
but yet im indulgin in the phase of self pity.
its really enough already.
linlin please wake up to ur senses.
its really gone for a long long time.
mucho una época que deseaba podría abrazo inmóvil usted firmemente y decirse todo será fino con u por mi side.imperfections ha cegado a nosotros dos tanto que ningunos de nosotros eligen a admit.i deseaban podría decirle cuánto lastimó u causado en mí cuando u dijo es ya demasiado atrasado hacer amends.but con todos estos ocho meses, las angustias intento curar myself.just que se dice que si un día sin mí, usted es im feliz too.all feliz pedí era una ocasión hace ocho meses pero conseguí tiempo rechazado del cambio de la gente y la marea pone la espera para no uno cambié pero usted nunca verá el cambio usted causó never to see the change. you caused the cambio en mí usted todavía me hace un amor más fuerte de girl.i usted después de tan de largo.
amors,
más de tres
de junio el cuarto, dos mil seises
6:41 PM
你比从前快乐
走在熙来攘往的街头
你不再牵著我的手
小心翼翼的将你的小指勾
泪也小心翼翼的流
有些事情你在瞒著我
你终於还是开了口
淡淡一句还是朋友
撕裂的心犹如刀割
知道分手后你不难过
你比从前快乐
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口
过往的欢乐是否褪色
想问你怎么舍得
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
记得你叫我忘了吧
sometimes i really did wonder.
its funny how one can miss another and think if he/she miss them the way both did.
wad am i talkin.
i seriously got no idea
but one thing for sure is i cant get any notes into my head!
felt darn stupid!):
12:47 AM
Friday, February 15, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY luhs
alright alright kinda late to say it now but yeahs.
down town and on the train saw a myraid of colours of skinny jeans.
red blure yellow purple pink.
and most of them wearin it are guys.
and please the jeans are almost on the verge of splitting
and i believe if jeans could tok i guess or rather im sure they will definately plead for mercy luhs.
hahs! but oh so wadever.
seen many small couples.
sometimes i wonder where do they get those moolahs to get the presents.
anyway.how do i spend this day.
went out with eve edwin and karen
dinnerin and movie-in den tauhuay.
show was dumb lahs.
but edwin thinks its nice.
i tink its nice if i possess that kind of power to teleport here and there
den i can be like the lead actor and rob the bank and nobody noes.
den i can have tons and tons of clothes shoes bags and bla bla bla
alright alright WAKE UP LIN!(:
alright today is the 15th feb which means it will be 4 days to papers.
i never like counting down for exams cause it will only make me feel tt i haven really get studyin mood.
but den again.this year is different luhs. after my paper i will be leaving for thailand!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
i just cant stand luhs can!!!!!!*GRINS*
its sixteen more days to thailand trip.
shopping shopping.
i will be a good girl and study now and den after my last paper.
im definately goin to jot down a list of shopping list for me to shop.
for myself for my family for my cousin for my uncle and for my lovely frens!(:
den i will be back like a santa!HOHO!(:
ciaos.
off to study luhs!(:
nights pples!
much <3
9:06 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide
a song tt evokes many emotions inside me.
owells. let me indugle in my world luhs.(:
a complete stranger i see.
no more the joy the laughter the fun.
bygones luhs.
let time flies for it really runs fast!
10:41 PM
Friday, February 8, 2008
2 days of CNY jus va va vroom past me so darn fast.
not really in the festivity mood, din even bother to go grab those new year goodies to munch.
gettin ang baos like any other years was the norm cept the fact this year im not spendin it till i head to bangkok.
mahjong blackjack dai dee don appeal to me anymore.
in just two days of new year and i watched two movies.
ah long ptd and cj7 that is.
not bad a show with a tinge of emotions inside.
jack neo show has becum the one year one time movie i had with my family.
new year is also a day for gatherings with relatives and common phrase always blurt out of their mouth luhs.
and no doubt i wont be spared.
hahas..owells.
one year ago and one year later.
many things changed!(:
everything happen for a reason and tts to make us stronger.
yuting u taught me this(:
saw a phrase somewhere from some show tt says:
"if you never put the stone of burden behind you,you will never be happy."
im happy now but memories still haunt.
cause walking away is not the same as running.
but one thing for sure, im definately lookin forward lookin forward!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA NA AH NA AH NA!(:
have a blast tml cos i will be with you!
much loves.
11:32 PM
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
GONG XI FA CAI !!(:
red packets come come come!
time really passes by so fast luhs.
after tis week im so going to start mugging for my exams.
NYP has been kind to give us a week of study break before exams luhs
mug hard and playhard afthmaths.
much loves.
something i don understand why do guys eat so much like dinosaurs yet they can burn off the fats easily unlike girls.
sometimes i do envy those girls who can eat so much yet remain so slim.
i wish i was like tt but im not.
this new year am gonna be fat fat fat but who cares.
burn off calories after that den
hoho!
toodles pple.
enjoy!(:
10:43 PM
Sunday, February 3, 2008
been all messed up recently.& i thought everything has ended but den it seems that it has jus started.
sometimes i really wonder how do i describe myself.
i guess im pretty much happy with the life i have now.
been all messed up is wad i can say of myself now.
but i believe i wil find back my own identity.
in the meantime, i guess i jus have to sytart getting over the issues happening in my life.
its too overwhelming.
i don look forward to new year cos its jus any other day cept for the angbaos i get.
march come fast lahs.
i cant wait any longer.
and please please..
fyp don be such a bitch to me luhs please!):
8:52 PM