&if whatever im doing is just a show,let the show u thought im starring play on.
As long as I'm breathing,
life won't be tough,
cause I believe nothing is impossible.

Even if I left with one last breath,
I'll make sure you'll smile to me for the last time I could see.

Life is full of ups & downs,
and it still have to go on,
cause we're gifted a life to witness the ugly & beautiful side of mother earth.

I can't promise to solve your troubles,
but I'll promise to lend you a helping hand.

I can't promise to stop you from crying,
but I'll seat beside you & wipe away your tears.

I can't promise to be pefect,
but at least I want to be a someone for you to relie on.

I can't promise to brighten up your day when you're down,
but I'll try all means just to see you smile.

I can't promise to be right by your side when you need company,
but my cell phone will be 24/7 on.
I'm just a wire-less line away from you.

I can't promise to give you the best comfort you need to recover,
but my ears are always free for you to open up,
my shoulder are always here for you to lean on.

There's so much I want to say,
But I shan use words to describe it.
Cause what it takes are my actions,
just to win your little smile.

Night dar-lin & dear listeners.
<333 x infinite

with loves,
Michelle (:
&broken tears

the scar just take too long to heal.
it sucks to reminsence
after so long im stil tanning in my shadows
so near yet so far,i guess we aint fated aftall.
or rather i never believe in fate.
i believe in tryin my best to attain wadever i believe.
but i guess its all crap now.
i lost my faith i lost my courage i lost my everything.
its packed up nicely in a box that was thrown faraway to a place where unwanted things are stored.
i guess im just another item in that store being neglected.
and i don feel good.
i feel fat too):
dono why,smiling seems to be mundane to me recently.
i don like to smile tt much anymore.
besides working,i tink the smiles on my face seems to have lessen luhs.
i thought everything was fine so long as i perserve but at the end of the day,
youre still haunting me in my memories.
wed results day and its also marks the 3rd month you left me hanging around.
nth to be happy thou.
results gotta be disatrous i guess,im afraid.
im not kidding when i say i so goin to go zi bi when results is out.
once again,efforts put in,rejections and failures injected doubly much.
whats left for me to say to do when nothing just goes the way i wan it to be.
lifes like this i supposed.
i don grumble at the way my life turns out this way.
but im only human i got my downs (just that i got them most of the time)
all i need is just that special someone to be there with me.
let me noe that he actually bothers to care for me.
yes,im not strong enuff to stay strong alone.
all i wan is to lie in the embrace of that someone ,
let me know that im not alone.
i wan to feel loved.
bye world.
















*im afraid to open up again,for i fear.
you left a scar that never seems to heal.
i dono why but as the results day drew nearer,
the fear instilled deep down is gettin greater.
am i afraid of failure or am i afraid of facing the consequences.
i tried my best i tried my best to study but they just wont even bother thinking how much i put in the effort.
since the first attempt for my olevels i failed badly.
i never got a say in standing up for the failures that i faced
i dono why but this time round the fear got so great i just feel like running away should i really fail.
i jus don wanna get screamings and yellings and harsh comments.
i cant take it.
):

























as usual i will just cover my eyes and hopefullie someone will lead me thru the darkness.(:















i dono why.
it still lingers.
the feelings sucks but im persisting.

work was tiring today.
pretty awkward but soon gotten used to it.
been treat like a maid.LOLS
changing room seems like my 2nd home today luhs.
owell..lookin forward to the many days to work(:
more updates tml!(:
somehow i tink i miss someone else but i think i just donte have the courage to do so.









& it could have been our 15th month today.
owell its has been going 3 mths .
i will just keep trying to be strong.
hope things went well for u in ubin.
take great care for u have a hectic week.
&my throat is killing me,i cant talk without feeling the strain.
but i don wanna see the doctor cos the medicines will make me lose my taste buds!):
evon and mich were such a darling,they got me brunch and drinks and sweets.
loves loves
porridges are really not filling.i ate two bowls yet im stil hungry!):


%maybe letting go is to find someone worth holding on to.
i always thought youre the one worth holding onto but u jus drift so faraway from me.
you chose to avoid i chose to hold on memories tight.
wad else can i do but to let you free so that you will be happier.
theres nothing i can do for everything that i do seems to be forcing you.
i rest my case.
one day i will be smiling again from deep down.
thanks for those who stood by me all these while and still am stayin put despite me makin you guys disappointed cos i keep standing and crumbling down.
one day linlin will be stronger than she was in the past.

&if whatever im doing is just a show,let the show u thought im starring play on.